Tuesday, June 17, 2008

a million little pieces =(

no words can describe how i feels now.
i'm sad and hurt deep down inside.
i'm so LOST. mixed feeling is all i can say now.

perhaps i really lack of love from you both.

dad,
i know you loves me,
whatever i want you always never fail to give it to me,
you try your best to give me all kinds of luxuries things.
you work hard so that i can live like a princess.
i really treasure it.
but sometimes besides all these,
i need some care and attention too.

mum,
you're always busy with stuffs.
i dont know what you're busy with.
perhaps i'm not important anymore.
i know i'm a big girl now.
but still,
i need you to be by my side.

i just wanted to say i'm not as strong like what you see.
i'm only 18.
i need love, care and attention too.
not only cash and material things only.

i'm always alone with the dog at home.
facing walls all by myself.
talking to belle and the air.
what a nice way to pass time.

i dont know how i long i can stand anymore.











i'm lonely =(


1 comment:

Zellent Low said...

Don't worry, they love you and you know it. I'll kill your boredom if you want me to. I'll be expecting from you.

Miss you!