Thursday, October 30, 2008

Gathering

Had a gathering with high school mates and teachers.

It's just amazing how "grown up" we feel, comparing to the days we had a year back. Thinking about the many years ahead of us, a long journey awaits us. In the near future, we'd probably be looking back, feeling that we've grown even more than what we are today. Life's a journey--an unpredictable one.

Who ends up with who?
Who gets the better job?
Who earns the bigger bucks?
Who got the highest qualifications?
Who will be the first to migrate?
Who's second? Then, who's third?

Sad, but true--this is reality.

It's been only almost a year since we set out on our own journey. A journey that taught us what reality was all about. So much happened. We've all grown to realize how cruel yet beautiful life could be. Still spending time (although a lot lesser) with the same faces, just only with a more matured perspective in life. Within these days, we've all written our own story, made our own footprints, wrote our own 'chapter' and in the many years to come, will finish our now, 'unwritten book'.

I've been thinking a lot about the future lately. It happens everytime a major change happens in any one of our lives. There's so much more to learn, so much more to explore, so much more to experience. I wonder if we'd still have the chance to sit and talk about our 'past' in the future. I wonder what awaits us.

i really do miss high school times very much despite all the bitches business
which is the re run of SSS in Sunway now
i know..
sad thing
sigh..



some people just aren't happy.
nothing is ever good enough.
always quick find fault you do
and share it with anyone that will listen.
they whisper behind your back and
humiliate you so they could make
you embarass.

the only happiness they know
is when others hurt or fail.
they try to defeat you in many ways.
they seem to thrive on it.
it somehow makes them feel a
little better about their own
miserable lives..
but i will live stronger....
yes...some people just aren't happy...

i call these people HATERS..JEALOUS..LIFELESS..

Friday, October 17, 2008

Dont judge me, reading this blog. Dont call me emo. Im not. Im just feeling down. It's because of you people, people like us suffer, hiding all our sorrows and pain just so you people dont feel affected by it. Stop complaining so much. Look in the mirror urself, you'll see me too.

This is my blog. I'll say all i wanna say. I'll bitch all i want. And there's nothing you can do but to shut the hack up!!

Oh yea, and bitch, i hope u rot in ur own sick bed and die alone. I hope you'll be in pain and misery for the rest of ur life. Being abandonned by people you love, one by one. And i hope one day, everyone knows how fucked up ur life is and all the lies you have told to cover up all ur pathetic stories. You'll be sorry for what you have done. Im just waiting. I aint gona do anything to you no more. Ur just a waste of time...

Monday, October 13, 2008

things left unsaid

How much do we really know about love? Each depending on their own interpretations. Well, mine's simple. Just the mental closeness and communication between 2 individuals is enough to define love. With that, you can go on to all the physical aspects of it. I feel that people put too much emphasis on love to make it more melodramatic. Love is what it is. Why give it a whole load of different interpretations to define its meaning? It's not like it's something so big, like in the movies, we see people finding it hard to simply tell someone that he/she loves her/him. It is what it is.

What is LOVE?
Love is YOU + ME and nothing else matters =)

Thursday, October 9, 2008

I feel bummed. what is with guys and dota?



The creator of dota must be girlfriend-less because dota is the girlfriends’ new enemy.



grr.