why does this happen

i should master the art of that.

i am, once again, left angry and confused.
i never thought that i would be in this position,
where it may seem that i get things my way but, if you look closer, it's the other person that has been slowly manipulating everything you say until you yourself believe it's your fault.
i have now accepted the fact that i am at fault. but, i realized that * isn't as innocent as you i would've thought. i finally realized that i have been blaming myself, and for what? what do i get out of it? you never seem to be content with me. there is always something wrong somewhere.

i could've pointed out your mistakes but did i ?
did i say it to your face ?
if given a choice, i would never let you cry alone.
but how do you treat me?

like i'm this girl that you can ignore for as long as you want, and when you start missing me you come back to me. and when you think you dont need me anymore, you go running to your other so called ' girl ' friends.

i really i wish i had the guts to just leave you.
i cant believe i put myself all the way down there for you.
you wanted change, i gave you change.
and what do i get in return?
you leaving me.

ah, fuck you

im in the mood to bitch
zennie is best at bitching about anything if you want her to
well not bithcing, i tease better.
im good at teasing things.

hehe.